May 12th

It's been exhausting. The weekend, I mean. Robin convinced my to go back to herning with him, to svs. And it was mighty fun, I've missed a lot of people and they were all happy to see me there after all. Punk especially. I don't really understand why she thinks so nicely off me, but I'm happy. She's one of my best friends. Sarah, Em, shin, Bianca, Bonita, they were all happy to see me. Anine too. It was great. It's been a while. I was at work as usual Saturday and afterwards robin was supposed to come to Aarhus and entertain me for a while. He did, but not after long he asked me to go back with him, and so I did. I love driving with him, it's soothing a d reassuring somehow. Cozy. I don't know how to describe it, but it's just really nice. Anyway I got our rings Friday or something and asked him if he wanted to have it Saturday or the 5th. The 5th is our two year anniversary so that's a little special. But we decided to just use them and say we got engaged 5th June. Haha. I want to tell my mother. But I'm just afraid she'll throw me out. Or perhaps it's a good time now, since my dad is in the hospital and not coming home for a while. If she gets too upset maybe I should just explain how he affects my depression positively, like he keeps me from suicide. That'd do it. She can't be alone lately. But I'm nervous. Oh well, at least I can move out if it's necessary. I have somewhere to go. I can live with robin and maybe start hf on vuc in viborg. Maybe. If everything goes well I won't have to move just yet.